Migration
Yes, it's a migration again. Not from Kuala Lumpur back to penang, but from this blogpost to http://philipdwalker.blogspot.com/
Yes, it's a migration again. Not from Kuala Lumpur back to penang, but from this blogpost to http://philipdwalker.blogspot.com/
How long would it takes?
How much does it takes?
Who the heck really cares?
What causes it to be so care-less?
Time just pass by without a motivation.. feeling alone walking down the street
On the way to the corner of the dark zone, unnoticed someone is there..is it a helper or an enemy.
Everything is so meaningless, so meaningless,
the life of this world, so fragile,
like a thin ice on the surface of water.
What are you doing here?
Where everyone has flock away achieve great things,
Covet you shall not, but wisdom and love you long upon,
A name in the heart I shall carve temporary,
But too this is meaningless.
Fame and wealth, we all wants,
But it seems, meaningless unless we share.
Time comes time goes. Achieveing failures, achieving goals,
These too are meaningless.
Deep in the heart, the sorrow strucks like a thunder at times,
dissent like the burst of a volcano in a short time,
These too are meaningless, as it destroy your body.
Everything is so meaningless, so meaningless.
For with much wisdom comes much sorrow,
The more knowledge the more grief.
Everything under the sun is not new, it's eyes has seen it happened, again and again,
What a life we have.
We're doing the same thing, all over again and again, what a pain.
Light is sweet, and it pleases the eyes to see the sun.
However many years a man may live, let him enjoy them all.
But let him remember the days of the darkness, for they will be many.
Everything to come is meaningless.
Be happy, young man, while you are young,
and let your heart give you joy in the days of your youth.
Follow the ways of your heart and whatever your eyes see,
but know that for all these things God will bring you to judgement.
So then, banish anxiety from your heart and cast off the troubles of your body,
for youth and vigor are meaningless.
Changes are good, when the old one is outdated(spoiled) and filled with flaws.
(^_^) We are intelligent people, so do not afraid of changes. (^_^)
Normally, people say that I'm thin and tall. My height is 178.5 cm and weight approx 65 - 68 kg.
These days i ate a lot too. All these days, a lot of routine in my schedule (i mean after work), don't thought of it as hectic, but really enjoyable anyway. Since i've been giving out more, they say my face don't look thin anymore, more "chubby" with meat. And the more i give out, the more I save my money. Strange eh.............
By the way, they say i look better now with the face with a bit more meat now. (No one wants to look tall but very skinny, that looks like can be blown away by wind).
Thank God.
1. We have heard before, Fail To Plan, is Planning to fail, what if you have done your best and manage it well? Therefore be prepared to fail!
2. 'I desire mercy, not sacrifice'. Look beyond people's need to take care of others.
3. If you want the people to treat you the way that they want to treat you, treat them the way that you want them to treat you.
4. Once plan, go for it without hesitation(I learn from a board game of Monopoly), i forgot about the principles in it, i was just being reminded just a few moments ago.
5. Look forward, not backwards, look outwards toward your goal, no inward, actions are more than words alone, it will cure your emotional problem, if you have emotional problem.
A question that drives me pondering on the stature of myself..............
What's my passion............?
That can drive me to success...............
I have a dilemma,.........................
It's too broad.................................
:<
From Worst to First, Zero to Hero, "Ham Yu Fan Sang" (Dried Salted Fish revived and alive again;Cantonese); how many of us heard of these phrases, and how many of us acknowledge there's a wisdom and power to do so? Generally, most people thought it is coincidence miracle given to a certain person when they fallen. Not so, or not quite so.
In every company, the first priority of all is to get the right and accurate information to all the members or subordinates, in another word, emphasizing and materialize the law of communication. Communication is not a standalone byproduct, but a both way win-win situation where both gets feedback and acknowledgment, agree and disagree, together serving for a single purpose. In any leadership, it rises and falls on leadership. Every civilization also starts from communication. Today, everyone regards information as precious or worth more than gold.
The first principle to discard from bring the worst, get it right with the connectivity of communication.
Cyclone Narqis had just recently swept across the nation of Myanmar, which reported from Reuters, 10,000 has been killed and some 3000 people had gone missing. Some of my Myanmese friends where their hometowns were affected especially those which their family are in Yangon. They tried to call back to their family for their well being but to no avail because of communication break down. The cyclone has blown over more than 160 km/hour for few days until the border of Thailand and causes a big destruction.
This is the first time I am serving in the Mission At the Doorstep, and I don't know how much I can do to calm the friends that have been affected, but I believe, all these are not in our hands, and not our plan, but I believe it is a divine intervention.
Sometimes, death is just knocking in a second step ahead of life. Reminding me to live today like tomorrow is my last. At the end, we all knows, who actually controls all these? We know the answer, we shouldn't be negative about it, but of course some will not think this way, because some of us never felt the hurt of losing our loves one, but when it comes, what they and we want are answers. It isn't answers we suppose to get, but to know our lives are just as vulnerable as anybody else, I may die tomorrow, who knows? We should enjoy and appreciate each other and do to our best in that every second. There is a time for everything.
Even the crude oil prices are increasing, and the chain reaction to it causes the food price to increase also, not only the crude oil factor, but also the weather factor around the world causes lack of food consumption. Who controls it?
We should have appreciate and know how not to take granted for what we have. He who is ubiquitous shall dwell in everything on this, but some of the factors are man-made which is absolutely ridiculous to point finger on Him. Ozone layer depleting? Global-warming effect? There are times people think the only way to solve human problems is to wipe out the existence of human race, but that would be a maniac(PSYCHO) to do so, as we live because of His grace and His mercy.
I'm going to buy a bicycle by this month rather than all the time purchasing petrol for driving , since the prices of everything in inflating especially petrol and food. Back in Penang, the curry noodles of a certain stall has raised up 50 cents. Well, it will affect the other stall also in a short time.
We thought we can control everything on this earth, the biggest mistake of all!
Sometimes it is just pissing us off to talk about humanity which doesn't show any signs of humanity. Sigh*.... Mercy on us all.
Proverb 19:1 Better a poor man whose walk is blameless than a fool whose lips are perverse.
One day, I asked a friend of mine, when it comes to teaching, because at that time I was thinking of raising up a successor for keyboardist, and I know it's going to be tough and timely.What he said to me was intriguing and amplifying my mind at first, and a few moments later, it comes to my senses, the saying goes like this, "NO MATTER WHAT YOU DO, BE PREPARED FOR FAILURES".
A sister's(Alexis) blog reminded me of it, here, you can have it:
http://cnose.blogs.friendster.com/hhmmm/2008/04/timely_sharing_.html
where all the verse she posted there will make senses why this principle is hardly identified by those who fails.
I failed before a couple of times in my college exam, and also some relationships, failures make us grow, why fear of it?
If we desperate for success, be prepared for more upcoming and tougher failures, and it is how we uphold these struggles to Him, and faces it through grace, without fear.
There is no such thing as "BE PREPARED FOR SUCCESS", if we are not "PREPARED FOR FAILURES" and success only comes after failures, even if we success, it won't last, if our spirit of "BE PREPARED OF FAILURES" eroded.
God bless.
Weekdays(Monday To Friday)- Working Days
7:30am to 8:00am
Struggling to come out from bed for work.
8.00am to 8:30am
Waiting for bus to LRT.
8:30am to 9:00am
Pack like a sardine can in the LRT. Really muhibbah~!!
9:00am to 6:00pm
if(Workload == Infinity) Working hours (6:00 pm + extra hours);
if(Workload == Moderate) ;
if(Workload == Free) Sit there in the com whole day;
if(Workload == Problems) Ratio of white hair growing increased;
if(Workload == Unsolved) continue tomorrow;
Approximately 8:00pm to 10:00pm
if(Night != Church avtivities)
Reach home. Account on personal finance. Laundry. Update with world news. Take a bath and sing in the bathroom.
if(Night == Too Free) //rarely
Follow up; Reading; Shopping; Force housemate to pay any household fees if any;
if(Night == Church activities)
Won't reach home until 11pm.
Approx 11pm to 12pm
Listen to songs, hang the laundry.
12pm to 1pm
About to sleep.
//Fun isn't it?
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